Today I had possibly the biggest breakdown ever. I screamed at my parents, smashed my room, I kicked and screamed until I had no air left in my lungs. I walked in the rain for 40 minutes and tried my hardest to clear my head.
The entire time, I thought about you, and how I wanted to tell you I was on the edge. I wanted you to call me and tell me you still cared and you wanted me to be okay, I so desperately wanted you to tell me you wanted me.
I'm so happy I have my best friend to help me through all this. I don't know where I would be without her.