I've had my heart completely broken for the 3rd time in a couple of months. I seriously can not see myself picking myself up after this knock back.

I'd do anything for you just to phone me up and say you we're sorry for everything you've done, and to say you want me and you care about me and you want to look after me.

But that's not going to happen.

I know you don't care, I'd written letters, emails and texts and still have no reply.

If you cared at all you would at least try.