Saturday 17 July 2010

72 hours.

In less than 72 hours, I'll be 19, and I am quite terrified. I belive that being 19 is the REAL age you become an adult.

And all I can do is think about the fact, I am now an adult, and don't have a clue about life. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life, I don't have the faintest idea or guidline. I find it so hard to meet people and get people to like me that I know I won't make friends or meet people that will change my life anymore.

My friends from school and people younger than me, have children, some are even married, or at least have jobs and are going to university.

I'm stuck and can't find my way out of it anymore.

The thought that my future will be so lonely is completly terrifying me.

And all I can do is shake.

Wednesday 14 July 2010

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If anyone chooses to talk about you and your life behind your back, it obviously means they find you more interesting than they find themselves. As Oscar Wilde said, There's only one thing worse than being talked about and that is NOT being talked about.

Sunday 11 July 2010

People in this world.

I have no idea how such a sick sick mind can be given.

How you can take someone's life away for having a different choice from you.

Arguing, as humans, we all do it.

But to kill someone?
to take someone's child off them.

Your worse than sick.

Infact words can't describe how much of a disgusting person you really are.