Sunday 29 January 2012

#why do people only give a shit when it's about them? They don't care if I'm down, or how I feel.

your only ever bothered incase i ruin your imagine. If I'm not perfect, smiley and happy. I'm not good enough.

-Lily Hepburn

Monday 23 January 2012

Depression is a buzzkill

More so When you were pretty much behaving like a rocket the previous night.

No, i hate this.

I feel as if i have no breath. Everyone around me is moving and I'm still.

I want this to go.

I hate it, or at least stay, please stop zig zagging out of control.

I can't handle this.

-Lily Hepburn

Sunday 15 January 2012

Long time no blog.

Hello Readers!

So very very sorry for the lack of blogs.

So many reasons why. Possibly the main reason fo this is my lack of laptop and computer. It upset's because i love writing my feeling down and expressing myself through writing.

Also, one of the reason;s I have stopped blogging is my life. I came to realise that my blog was used for me to express my sad feelings an emotions.

I'm recovering; Well trying, and it takes alot of work and keepig busy. I'm s very grateful for my best friend and boyfriend for helping me.

I'VE also had a job... but now I don't... so no excuses for my lack of writing soon.

When I return from NEW YORK I'll do my very best to blog as much as possible.

So I'm not off to Take Diazapan and knock myself right the way out for the flight tommorow.,

I have a terrible feeling that I might die on this trip.


I love my Boyfriend
I love my Best Friend
I love my Family
I love my Cat & Dog
I love my life.

-Lily Hepburn