If I ever fall out with a friend, I don;t blame them. I never do. I always blame myself. If I can't think about what I've done wrong, it's obviously something I don't understand.

It's never because they are a cunt, or they are a nasty person.

It's always my fault; maybe I'm annoying, not funny or too dumb for them.

Maybe I just genuinly look like an idiot.

Ugly, Horrible, fat idiot.