I've left my window open, and I'm listening to the rain. I'm so sleepy, yet my mind can't keep still. It can't stop thinking, and I can't stop crying.
I'm terrified because I don't know what I've become, I was never this person, I've grown to me someone who I would have despised several years ago.
I shouldn't even be considering what I'm considering, some stupid part of me thinks "it'll be different, it'll be okay" but I know deep down that it won't be. Nothing ever works out.
I hate who I've become.
I'm terrified because I don't know what I've become, I was never this person, I've grown to me someone who I would have despised several years ago.
I shouldn't even be considering what I'm considering, some stupid part of me thinks "it'll be different, it'll be okay" but I know deep down that it won't be. Nothing ever works out.
I hate who I've become.
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