I've come to wish you an unhappy birthday
'Cause you're evil
And you lie
And if you should die
I may feel slightly sad
But I won't cry
Sunday, 31 October 2010
Example
Got a phone call from ‘Live and Lost’ today, asking me could I give Example a lift from North Wales To Liverpool.
my Eye surgery is tommorow.
I’m beyond gutted.
this isn’t fair :(
my Eye surgery is tommorow.
I’m beyond gutted.
this isn’t fair :(
Saturday, 30 October 2010
I did it again.
I let you down. as usual. as always. Why do you even love me? I'm just a constant let down to you.
Friday, 29 October 2010
the things you Can do when a poster says 'STRICTLY no photography'.
Sneaking a picture when the show had finnished! guess where we are!!
Going back there
That feelings, where you ccan tell something is about to happen?
When two people who don;t get on turn up to the same party and everyone waits?
That's how I feel now.
I know it's about to happen.
Please Please Please don;t let it get me.
I can't cope if it got me again.
I can't go back there.
Please please help me.
When two people who don;t get on turn up to the same party and everyone waits?
That's how I feel now.
I know it's about to happen.
Please Please Please don;t let it get me.
I can't cope if it got me again.
I can't go back there.
Please please help me.
Thursday, 28 October 2010
Finaly!
I can log in!
I'm thinking of cutting down on blogging now, I seem so miserable because all I ever to is complain about everything!
thelilyhepburn.tumblr.com
and
twitter.com/lilyhepburn
I'm thinking of cutting down on blogging now, I seem so miserable because all I ever to is complain about everything!
thelilyhepburn.tumblr.com
and
twitter.com/lilyhepburn
Sunday, 24 October 2010
The 4 year old me.
If my 4 year old self looked at me now, she'd shit and run. This is far from what i wanted my life to be when i got older.
The 4 year old me wanted to go to University and be a teacher.
The 4 year old me wanted to be perfecct and always nice to people.
the 4 year old me didn't expect half the shit that's happened to me, to happen.
The 19 year old me didn't get the grades she intended and couldn't ever be a teacher.
The 19 year old me has learned always being nice to people means letting people walk all over you.
And the 19 year old me is looking at myself now and wondering what the hell is happening.
Lily
The 4 year old me wanted to go to University and be a teacher.
The 4 year old me wanted to be perfecct and always nice to people.
the 4 year old me didn't expect half the shit that's happened to me, to happen.
The 19 year old me didn't get the grades she intended and couldn't ever be a teacher.
The 19 year old me has learned always being nice to people means letting people walk all over you.
And the 19 year old me is looking at myself now and wondering what the hell is happening.
Lily
McFly
Well tonight I went to watch a band from my 'teenie' years.
I felt about 14 again, and I was thinking how if i met them tonight, I'd be quite suprised at it.
But however years ago the thought of even being in the same room as them made me feel as if i was about to faint.
I wonder what makes people think so highly of people and as if there life in complete if they dont turn out to be like them, and what makes me realise 'they are just normal people who sing for a living'?
Lily
I felt about 14 again, and I was thinking how if i met them tonight, I'd be quite suprised at it.
But however years ago the thought of even being in the same room as them made me feel as if i was about to faint.
I wonder what makes people think so highly of people and as if there life in complete if they dont turn out to be like them, and what makes me realise 'they are just normal people who sing for a living'?
Lily
Monday, 13 September 2010
Friday, 20 August 2010
Happiness
Happiness isn't about getting what you want, it's about acccepting what your given, no one will ever love you if you can't love yourself.
untitled
People try so hard to be perfect, and we end up failing in being oursevles. always be yourself never someone else, People will love you for being yourself, but then again, they may never love you, but at least you can always stay true to yourself.
Saturday, 17 July 2010
72 hours.
In less than 72 hours, I'll be 19, and I am quite terrified. I belive that being 19 is the REAL age you become an adult.
And all I can do is think about the fact, I am now an adult, and don't have a clue about life. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life, I don't have the faintest idea or guidline. I find it so hard to meet people and get people to like me that I know I won't make friends or meet people that will change my life anymore.
My friends from school and people younger than me, have children, some are even married, or at least have jobs and are going to university.
I'm stuck and can't find my way out of it anymore.
The thought that my future will be so lonely is completly terrifying me.
And all I can do is shake.
And all I can do is think about the fact, I am now an adult, and don't have a clue about life. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life, I don't have the faintest idea or guidline. I find it so hard to meet people and get people to like me that I know I won't make friends or meet people that will change my life anymore.
My friends from school and people younger than me, have children, some are even married, or at least have jobs and are going to university.
I'm stuck and can't find my way out of it anymore.
The thought that my future will be so lonely is completly terrifying me.
And all I can do is shake.
Wednesday, 14 July 2010
...
If anyone chooses to talk about you and your life behind your back, it obviously means they find you more interesting than they find themselves. As Oscar Wilde said, There's only one thing worse than being talked about and that is NOT being talked about.
Sunday, 11 July 2010
People in this world.
I have no idea how such a sick sick mind can be given.
How you can take someone's life away for having a different choice from you.
Arguing, as humans, we all do it.
But to kill someone?
to take someone's child off them.
Your worse than sick.
Infact words can't describe how much of a disgusting person you really are.
How you can take someone's life away for having a different choice from you.
Arguing, as humans, we all do it.
But to kill someone?
to take someone's child off them.
Your worse than sick.
Infact words can't describe how much of a disgusting person you really are.
Tuesday, 29 June 2010
Long time no blog!
Recently I havn't wrote as many blogs as I Previously did. I used to love ranting and raving, but when you have people stalking your profiles and blogs to gain information in you then It gets a little scary, as these people, who once claimed they were my friends have now completly fucked me over. But I'm not going to let it get me down!
I have a Trade Test exam to get onto my level 3 in my hairdressing, however as Amber ususaly does, she finds a way to fuck it all up! But Instead I have an interveiw with my barbering tutor to enroll on my L3 barbering course, so I suppose there is always a silver line in the grey clouds!
So I am attempting to get my life back on track after this say disasterous year I've had, and I'm now begining to spend more time out and about with friends as opposed to sitting in my room crying and moping about my life!
I suppose I am pretty lucky and feel blssed lately, to live a rather healthy and stable life and be able to see and hear beautiful noises that are around and see beautiful things that the world is made of.
I'm counting how long It'll take befor I;m back to my miserable self,
I''m hoping it's a while away...
I love this feeling
I have a Trade Test exam to get onto my level 3 in my hairdressing, however as Amber ususaly does, she finds a way to fuck it all up! But Instead I have an interveiw with my barbering tutor to enroll on my L3 barbering course, so I suppose there is always a silver line in the grey clouds!
So I am attempting to get my life back on track after this say disasterous year I've had, and I'm now begining to spend more time out and about with friends as opposed to sitting in my room crying and moping about my life!
I suppose I am pretty lucky and feel blssed lately, to live a rather healthy and stable life and be able to see and hear beautiful noises that are around and see beautiful things that the world is made of.
I'm counting how long It'll take befor I;m back to my miserable self,
I''m hoping it's a while away...
I love this feeling
Tuesday, 22 June 2010
Does Money Bring Happiness?
I don't belive money brings happiness in itself, I belive money offers financial security and that's it. But I belive the Security makes it easier to be happy. So No I don't believe the money makes you happier... but the security it brings does!
Wednesday, 2 June 2010
Well Well Well
Do you really get your jollies from slagging me off publicly? Darling, it's me I LOVE the attention, so carry on doing what your doing, your actualy making me feel quite special :D! I Love you for it!!
Anyway, I'm sick of being fucked around by everybody, so new changes are coming within me. Anyone messes me about, I don't care how many tiems your relatives die, or what mood your in, you will NOT be given a second chance!
Sorry if that sounds so hard..... But...
Ach theres no but about it,
Im just sick of people
Peace fucking out :D:D:D:D:D:D:D!!!!!
Anyway, I'm sick of being fucked around by everybody, so new changes are coming within me. Anyone messes me about, I don't care how many tiems your relatives die, or what mood your in, you will NOT be given a second chance!
Sorry if that sounds so hard..... But...
Ach theres no but about it,
Im just sick of people
Peace fucking out :D:D:D:D:D:D:D!!!!!
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