72 hours.

In less than 72 hours, I'll be 19, and I am quite terrified. I belive that being 19 is the REAL age you become an adult.

And all I can do is think about the fact, I am now an adult, and don't have a clue about life. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life, I don't have the faintest idea or guidline. I find it so hard to meet people and get people to like me that I know I won't make friends or meet people that will change my life anymore.

My friends from school and people younger than me, have children, some are even married, or at least have jobs and are going to university.

I'm stuck and can't find my way out of it anymore.

The thought that my future will be so lonely is completly terrifying me.

And all I can do is shake.