Paranoia is a bitch!

I didn't lie to you. I am happier. But I've done what people do alot, and I've relied on others, and other things to make me happy. rather than just relying on myself.

I've relied on someone I've fallen in love with to do it for me, and even though I can rely on him, I can't rely on myself to trust him.

I'm happy but when he;s away from me, or he doesn't reply to a text or he mentions another girl, I know he's going to leave me and won't love me.

I HATE paranoia. It Irritates me.

-Lily Hepburn