Quit Pretending to know what's going on in my head.

Quit Pretending to know what's going on in my head, You know nothing about it.

you really havn't got a clue about how I feel about myself.

'you've gotta stop'

Do you not think I know that??

Do you seriouslu yhink I sit there and say

"Oh; today, I'm going to constantly think about how fat and ugly I am. and think all the time about how I can look perfect like him?'

Do you think I get some thrill out of completly starving myself until I feel like I'm about to collapse.

And the fact I've dropped 4 stone and still don't feel one bit better about myself??

Of course I LOVE doing it, because it's just THAT easy to stop, I'm obv choosing to feel like this.

You have no idea how often I cry myself to sleep because I can't bare to cope anymore living in my grotesque body, and how often I refuse to go outside, avoid college just so people can't see how ugly I am.

But of course, I can control this.,

Because it's THAT easy.