"It's because you don't socialise"

Are you seriously stupid enough to think I feel like this because I 'don't socialise'

Do you know how scary it is to go out 'clubbing in' to imagine every single pair of eyes looking at how ugly you are.

It's not that fucking easy, if I was I'd be over this.

I'd be okay, But I'm not. I know I'm a terrible daughter because I'm not perfect.

I'm sorry I'm not perfect, I want to be perfect, I want you to love me, I want everyone to think I'm good and kind because it's all I want to be.

But I'm sorry, I'm sorry I can't be everything you want.