I would kill just to be able to go out and relax.

To sit in with my friends and family and just eat.

I could kill for tea with a biscuit like old days.

I need to do this.

this is why you got like this in the first place.

I need to change.

I need to be beautiful.

I am incredibly happy No one even reads my blogger... people may ask why I even type it them.

Idk why I do.

Idk why I do alot of things.

Even my idol hates me.