My new fear.

Today, I developed a fear of these things. Having one stare at you, is quite unerving, and having almost stepped on one, and it 'looking at you' is sinister....

Haloween

We spend our lives hearing "Don't take sweet's from strangers" Yet children are encouraged on Haloween to Knock and ask for them!

TBh it's pretty rude, just knocking and asking strangers for things!

Yes I am not a fan of Haloween...

Unhappy Birthday

I've come to wish you an unhappy birthday
'Cause you're evil
And you lie
And if you should die
I may feel slightly sad
But I won't cry

Example

Got a phone call from ‘Live and Lost’ today, asking me could I give Example a lift from North Wales To Liverpool.
my Eye surgery is tommorow.
I’m beyond gutted.
this isn’t fair :(

I did it again.

I let you down. as usual. as always. Why do you even love me? I'm just a constant let down to you.

Oxford & Cambridge or Soggy Biscuits? ;)

Oh My ;)

Ask me anything, I WILL answer no matter what

the things you Can do when a poster says 'STRICTLY no photography'.

Sneaking a picture when the show had finnished! guess where we are!!

i'm Scared.

I'm scared you won't think I'm beautiful anymore.

Going back there

That feelings, where you ccan tell something is about to happen?

When two people who don;t get on turn up to the same party and everyone waits?

That's how I feel now.

I know it's about to happen.

Please Please Please don;t let it get me.

I can't cope if it got me again.

I can't go back there.

Please please help me.

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Finaly!

I can log in!

I'm thinking of cutting down on blogging now, I seem so miserable because all I ever to is complain about everything!

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The 4 year old me.

If my 4 year old self looked at me now, she'd shit and run. This is far from what i wanted my life to be when i got older.

The 4 year old me wanted to go to University and be a teacher.

The 4 year old me wanted to be perfecct and always nice to people.

the 4 year old me didn't expect half the shit that's happened to me, to happen.

The 19 year old me didn't get the grades she intended and couldn't ever be a teacher.

The 19 year old me has learned always being nice to people means letting people walk all over you.

And the 19 year old me is looking at myself now and wondering what the hell is happening.

Lily

McFly

Well tonight I went to watch a band from my 'teenie' years.

I felt about 14 again, and I was thinking how if i met them tonight, I'd be quite suprised at it.

But however years ago the thought of even being in the same room as them made me feel as if i was about to faint.

I wonder what makes people think so highly of people and as if there life in complete if they dont turn out to be like them, and what makes me realise 'they are just normal people who sing for a living'?

Lily